healthcare?

I have this strong urge to do work/ be a part of the healthcare sector. Every time I accompany mom/dad to the hospital/clinic (for countless of times these past four months), I feel this strong force or a certain attraction that keep telling me to do something closely related to healthcare or particularly in dealing with patients. I think this work line is one of the noble work one can be involve in and one can also derive a certain satisfaction, that perhaps some other work cannot do. I love interacting with old people/people with varied background/people of vast experiences/just normal people. I will consider taking up healthcare related course in Uni, but as for now I'll continue mugging and keep my sights open and far. xx 

Here we go

I've decided to start a new site, to document everything else that comes forth from today on. I spent quite sometime looking through my past blogs and it's surprising how emotional I could get just by reading and playing it back and again at the back of my head. It shudders me to know how deeply engrained those thoughts stick with me even after so long.  I have come to the point in my 19 years of living that the only way to get rid of negative thoughts and pessimism is to abstain from these toxical thoughts and feelings. Surely, all those past posts that I put up on those blogs was a record of my feelings I posted on impulse filled with raged, anger, tears and disappointment about things which seemed to be significant to me at that time. I'll let those blogs be safely locked and kept in this internet and perhaps a decade down the road, I'll read it through and laugh at myself on how impulsive, vulnerable I allow myself to get, and how horrid my command of language was. From now on. everything(or most) of this blog will be of hopes and dreams. My hopes and dreams for As, for Uni, for life, for everything that prove to have a large role in making me what I am today and in the future.